hmm.. almost midnite.. another boring day at work. Trying to drown myself with work. Still rubbing on all those bruises I got for all the jumps I made. Today, i realise something different abt us. I realise u nv smile to me anymore. No longer are u easy ard me albeit I tried my best to be the way I used to be. U no longer joke ard me and we r not as funny as we r before. Always joking ard even when GY is ard.
Tot of u several times today but I think u nv did bah. Cos i know rite here rite now, study and work are the pirorities in ur life. It hurts to know dat but I need to respect dat. U always say keeping me by ur side will be unfair to me but u nv ask me how i felt before. Nvm.. Its over already and u have chosen to leave me. Leave me alone to fend for myself. Sometimes i tink im damn stupid. Loving a person dat dun love me anymore. I guess love is like dat bah... Sometimes u also dunno wat u will be doing. Maybe 10 yrs down the road I will be laughing at myself now... Maybe i will really give it all up one day. But dat one day is definately anytime soon cos my heart still need time to rest... Still waiting to have dinner with u though i know u will be too busy for me as well... Hope tmr will be a better day... Smile more :)
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