Hmm... Today we had dance practise. I think u treat me like strangers. But I told myself its ok. Its over so dun care. However, I tink it din work too well for me. Though I have put it all down, somehow in a part of me I wanted us to be good frens again. THe kinda of frenship when GY is around. Where the 3 of us will joke around and laugh around and do crazy things. All on the basis of a pure frenship.
Today, I had a terrible sore throat which led to fever. Everything seem to be going downhill. My work, r/s, dad, health.. But I told myself, Im not going to be knocked down so easily! I will find my strength and go thru everything ! Its difficult but I know I can do it ! I will not allow emotions to hold me down anymore. I gotta change my thinking and be positive.
Somehow or another, when I reached home facing my comp alone, I tot of u again. In order not to allow it to control me n be depressive, poor Samantha became my scrapegoat again. I asked her out for dinner again. I really thank God for frens like her. Though with a bf, yet she spent most of the time with me just to make sure im fine and go thru these dark periods with me. Im really grateful for frens like her. I guess God is still good to me. At least i have beautiful frens and u did not push me aside when i said we be frens again. Im really grateful truly. Let nature takes its course.
Will still be praying for ur studies n work n of cos ur safety on the road. Dun wan lose a good fren like u.
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