Today I have done some thinking again. I know for the past few weeks it have been a terrible few weeks for the both of us. With my constant demands of ending my life, I know u are totally tired and irritated as well. I tot to myself, if I have a bf like dat, I would ignore him the way u did. Cos I will feel exactly the same way u do. Cos I gave u too much emotional upheavels. What I wanna say, Im really sorry for the way I have behaved. Dat is not the way of what a 26 yr old shld behaved.
Anyway, I thanked u for coming to look for me the other day. Though u might be super angry, I know u came down cos u do not want me to do something stupid. I hope in time to come, all these wounds will heal and we can really be frens again. Just like the way we used to be in the beginning. Im taking a 6 mths sabbathical break. By this, i mean for the nxt 6 mths, i will not think about r/s at all and just wanna build up what I have been lagging behind. I need to fulfill the goals I have set for myself last yr. Its time I wake up and strive the best I can. And most of all, my spiritual life. This is a promise I will make to God and keep it as I have done so many yrs ago when I first entered university. It will be a good time for me to rebuild my life, let the wounds heal. In anyway, I wun be messaging u much or sms u too. Do take care but u can still talk to me if u want to. Here's hoping u all the best in watever u do. Be it ur studies or work. Smile.. :)
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