Saturday, October 13, 2007

Closeupness

Much to my reluctance, I went on and finished reading what I should have discovered months ago. It was too late. The blog came too late. If I would have been inquisitive abt it sooner, things might be a little different. Stirrings within the already broken heart assailed my whole being again. Flashes of the past became once again so clear in front of me. Yet, the feeling of helplessness stops me from doing anything.

Let go and Let God. I truly believed God meant all things good for the purpose of His Kingdom. So watever u and I are going thru, God has allow it to happen for a reason. You might get this feeling of being on top of the world now and yet God might not see it and assume its ok. However, if everything is not according to His will, things will began to disintegrate. Do take care and I really hope she can bring u true happiness. Thanks for allowing me to be your fren and thanks for "reluctantly" meeting me up nxt wk to celebrate a day I might learn to dread. I really miss....

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