Life has taught me about... decisions. The decisions that u made can alter ur life completely. The decision to be with someone that u dun really love in a foreign country has changed my perspective of love forever. The terrors and frights that this guy had gave me will forever inked hard into my heart. Once, I would hav taught that this kinda stuffs will happened onli in drama, but to happen in my life was more than I can take. But.. I thank God that He has healed me and Im on the road to recovery. He has also taught me to guard my heart and thinking twice about making the correct decisions.
Life has taught me about.. love. Not just romantically.. But frenship and family as well. Frens r angels brought from God to comfort u thru the roller coasters of life. Family r the jewels u can hold on to for the rest of ur life. Admist storms n trials, these 2 nv leave or forsake u. Of cos, God's love as well.
Life has taught me about.. regrets. Perhaps regret is one of the most painful stuff that can ever occurred to someone. Previously, I had always prided myself that I do not have any regrets in life. But now I do. The one thing that I ever regretted is letting go of the person I love most. He is someone who had given me 2 yrs of joy and laughter. His sweet memories still ringed now and then in my brain now. But letting him go might also be a good thing cos he is now happily with someone that he loves. Someone he can settled for the rest of his life. Love is not abt possession. Love is seeing that someone happy and than u know u will be truly happy for him too. I wished u all the best, E. U dun have to be awkward with me cos ultimately, with the grace of God, I will move on too.
Life has taught me about.. maturity. Experiences may somehow really bring about the growth of maturity as well. I din believed it will happened to me previously. But.. after so many yrs of venturing, I realised some of the decisions or plans I had were somehow.. childish. Perhaps, thats the path that everyone is taking. For now, I just wanna go slow... Thinking twice before my actions. Feeling the peace of God in everything before I proceed.. Perhaps.. just perhaps.. one day I can truly find maturity..