Its about a week since dat awful day. The day started out as bad as last nite's alcohol and sleeplessness make me abit needy and cranky. Cun stop myself from wanting to meet u and pass u our stuffs. Though I know u r probably too busy, I still cun stop myself and msg u. Something is really wrong with me... Though u said u r busy, yet somehow or another, i still wanna try my luck. Once again, this is the very reason why u disliked abt me.
Talking about some happy stuffs. My dad looks definately much better today and is able to sit up and talk and eat. Was very touched when my cg actually came and visit. They brought fruits and essence of chicken. My dad was really touched. It still feels good to have the cg loves me as always. Though now i am bizarre about wat love really means. Still, wanna thank God for the love and care shown to me by my cg.
Today, i actually tot abt wat u said to me last nite and went about did some thinking. I guess at the age of 25, im still a failure in my finances. The debts i built up seem endless and im constantly tired by it. I should really do wat u asked me to do. To strive and build up my own career and finances. Yes, i wanna do dat. Especially for myself and my family... Still miss u at different parts of the day but thank God u still ans my sms and know dat Im not been pushed aside. I like the phrase : ' smile and the world smile with u." Hope it really works for u and me.
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