Frustrated...

Well...I had just ended 3 days long meeting whereby Im being enclosed in a room full of big-shot pple. Being the tiniest fry in the whole of the group, naturally i was reduced to more of a wall paper in the background. Could'nt believed that the total sentances I made during the 3 days were less than 10... Pathetic... I could only say I had "hell" of a good time there.
Well, the only advantage I gained from the meeting is sharpening my fake american accent which I think would probably lose it in another day or 2.

Another matter that agitated me or rather got me very vex is the transition I experienced in my cell gp. I felt that my point has not gotten over with my leader. I mean, seriously, I really do admire and respect him for the things he did and he is really really a very good leader in my context. But its just that there is a dfferentiation of viewpoints regarding this transition. That just so frustrate me as I just want everything to run smoothly... Oh God, can You grant me the strength to get out of these frustrations ? Arghh......

Bored And Thinking

Its the afternoon and Im feeling absolutely bored. Being that I have nothing much to do during work. The tireless afternoon jus slowly drift by. Hmm.. Let me just talk about the past week church service.

On saturday, the church service was one of those that whereby you really can feel the tangible presence of God. Its as if you can literally feel Him and touch Him... The worship was wonderful and His love pours down from above. I wept so much that I think my whole makeup was smeared. Communication is really an essential tool among the relationship of people. The lesson has certainly taught both me and my dear how to communicate even better in the future. The last part of the service was especially heart-rending when we were asked to stand close together and sing the lovely song "I love you.......". I was so shy that I couldn't look him in the eye. Probably this has never been done in church so openly for dating couples bah.. haha.. The memories still sweet in my mind....

During the whole afternoon of zhuo bo ing, I actually went and google 1 of my fren's blog. From that blog, I begin to understand more of her at different stages and phases of her life. One's life is never too easy unless there is constant motivation and encouragement from your loved ones. Be it your frens, loved one, family etc... I think at some point of my life, I have been selfish and self-centred that I have overlooked all my loved one's well being. I sincerely apologised for that and hoped that I can truly learn to always treasure and stand by them whenever they needed me.

A touching moment...

The love of God that surpasses all understanding flow through many of us last nite during ministry. Its been quite awhile since His presence is so strong and tangible.

Tears flow... Heart repaired...It was a moment whereby many of us will remember for quite awhile. Even someone whom I know so dearly was touched by that moment. I just prayed that God's presence will touched him from the inside out and unleased the years of anger and rage that is kept locked up at the corner of his heart.

And I also do pray that God will saturate his inner being with a deeper love. Love for God and love for humanity... Let us run this race together !

Loving Memories

Lunch Kakis...

The SPEAIS team... Miss u all...

Hey girl take care !!! Will Miss ya much...

Starting on a new journey..

Another new journey has started for me. Changing to a new job has taken me great considerations...WHy ? Cos I would not bear leaving my comfort zone. Be it the laughter me and my colleagues shared, the little secrets we hold so tightly together and of cos the friendship we build throughout the year... To be frank, I really miss them alot after I started my new job.

My new environment is one with alot of people with very different background than myself. Most of them have already been rised up to the level of parenthood for quite awhile and I could easily be one of their daughters. With the vast difference in age gap, no longer do I share anything similar to my colleagues anymore. Well... its ultimately my choice and I cun regret any of it at all.

To the people out there, please consider carefully if you ever wanna change your job.