More photos from Nanjing

Crazy shot btw me n CQ


Talented girl !!!


My Fave girl who got 2nd !!



The purpose of my trip !! Kids n spelling bee !!

Photos from Nanjing

Chloe !! My new fren from the bee...


Its us !!



Me with all the number tags !

What is the path ahead ?

I often wondered if I have made the right decision to do the things Im doing now. I used to enjoy my career alot. The challenges at times brought me to higher grounds at times and last time, I used to be proud to be an engineer. However, all things have changed now. The constant idleness at office makes me sit and do nothing for the whole day. No longer motivated, I begin to hate what I am doing. I start to wonder maybe I shouldnt have taken up engineering at all. My peers in finance are all at a certain reputable level now and yet Im stuck here, unclear about my path ahead.

Sometimes, i sat and sat and wonder what I should be doing. However, I really cun find an answer. Where is the passion and dreams I once have ? I questioned. Perhaps its the economic recession that have pulled me down. At this age now, what can i do ? Can I start everything over again ? Frustrations built as I disliked myself being the way I am, procrastinating over every single thing I do. Maybe I ought to chuck it aside and continue life as it is.. Being contented with the job I have now... However, my heart will always go the other way...

Looking from afar

I saw his back from a distance. A back that is once so familiar to me. A back that I used to like to hug from behind. However, what I can do now is only to look afar from where I stood. The timid me can only now watched from afar as he walked away from the Nursery room, busying himself about in his duty.

I almost bumped into him outside the nursery room as I was on duty too. But I feigned ignorance again. Just as I always did and he too. Perhaps the awkwardness still existed btw us. Sammie ran and told me she saw him too... A mixture of emotions arised. I do not even noe if I have really gotten over him. Sometimes I missed him terribly just like now.. But I cun let anyone know, most importantly not him of cos. He is very very happie wif his gf now. I am happie for him too and wonders when he will be getting married with her too. I truly wished him the best.
However a part of me still misses him dearly... But i have to shhhhh....becos the correct way should be to let go of the past n anticipate a new beginning.. Which im trying hard at it...

Back from Nanjing

Nanjing trip is certainly one of eye-opener. God has allowed me to see and learn many things on this trip. Not only did I realise that the most important aspect of life is not just about earning big sums of money but to spread love. And I learnt to be thankful and appreciate every little things or pple I have around me now...

Most important of all, God has healed a large part of me as well from all the past hurts. He made me realised dat I have more important missions in life than to dwell on pple that aint worth it. Indeed He is so rite. Just now in the office, I heard him talking with the fellow colleague about girls again. "you should "jit" this girl or dat girl.." shallow conversations again. Some pple just never changes.. Haiz.

Will share more photos on Nanjing at my next blog. :)