Lessons learnt

Today when I was talking to Sammie, I have come to realise something important. Perhaps the Lord really have a reason for doing wat He is doing in my life. To mold me and make me to be someone He proposed me to be. As I was talking to her about how not being used by her boss for something, amazingly, I told her that her boss gotta grow up cos she always demand things her own way.

At that statement, I suddenly realised that I was once dat person too. Being the smallest in my family, naturally, I often get what I want. In my past relationships, I have always been the demanding one. Perhaps there is an inclination inside of me that I should always get wat I want. I realised dat life is often not in the way I want it to be. I can choose to be utterly angry/disappointed/upset if things dun go my way or I can choose to tink in a positive way and let anger not get the better of me. Once, 6 mths ago, someone once told me "wat's the use of being angry when u noe its not going to help in anyway ?". Thru these, I have learnt dat it is ok dat if things dun turn up wat I expected, I should be cool cos anger just wun solve anything.

I have learnt dat for these 2 mths, I realised there is alot of perspectives changes in my life. Perhaps its due to certain pple, things or circumstances, but definately, God is changing me day by day to be a better person. He has used certain experiences in my life dat I gotta take it easy whenever things dun turn up MY way. Surely, I hope things will get better btw me and the guy in office whom i still treated as a fren but for some reason or another, we r not talking anymore. Perhaps the scenarios I created have left a deep fear or scar in him as well. Or maybe just probably, he has chose to give up on our frenship. But watever it is, I will still choose to smile, hoping one day we can still be frens like we used to be. :)