As I walked down the halls of the beautiful national museum, I couldnt help but once again think about how u always ranted abt going to the then renovating national museum. The walk through history has always been the interests for both of us. Now as I walk alone( literally, not counting mr and mrs bong beside me) in this beautiful museum, I seriously cun help but think of u. Though I pretended nonchalant in front of mr & mrs bong, I know deep within a trail of u still lingers. I forced it to stop from surfacing. As what I have written before, it had not been easy for me to move on and put everything down. I need to stop allowing the devil to bring such memories to me.
Trying as I could, today as I walked thru aisle of the supermarket again, I couldnt help but tot of wat u will be doing at that moment. I even said a little prayer for u on my way back. Hmm.. I know it has finally ended but there will always be dat little moments of the past lingering here and now. Its all sweet memories and its the only thing I have with me now. I hoped u will always always be happy with what you are doing and of cos, that you will have a really sweet r/s with ur gf.
P.S : I did see you a few times in church and I think your dress sense is definitely getting better. haha.. oops.. :P
A crazy little gurl who is also a believer of the Love of God... A little extremist, emotional and neurotic at times...But overall still a simple gurl who seeks simple things in life.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Monday, July 07, 2008
FInally over
Pst Mike connell's conference finally came to an end last wk. Much to my surprise, this year he focus on inner healing more than deliverance. Though it was a really good session, could see that the Spirit of God came down powerfully. Some of them was delivered as usual. Some wept non-stop.
I wept and wept like a baby... Dealing with the dissappointments in life were nv easy for me especially like wat Pastor Mike said, putting a knife thru the heart and pretending it to be alrite. Burying it deep down within my heart has always been the way I handled my emotion. Telling myself not to nurse on it and its Ok was how i tried to remain strong too. As the healing power touches me, I felt the peace of God and most miraculously, my whole hand went cold and numbed as if God has personally came down and turn my hands to ice. I still remembered what Pst Kong says about Sun getting this feeling when she is healing others by the power of the Lord. This same healing power of the Lord has touched me there and then. I think I will nv forget that in my life.
The past has finally had a beautiful closure.
I wept and wept like a baby... Dealing with the dissappointments in life were nv easy for me especially like wat Pastor Mike said, putting a knife thru the heart and pretending it to be alrite. Burying it deep down within my heart has always been the way I handled my emotion. Telling myself not to nurse on it and its Ok was how i tried to remain strong too. As the healing power touches me, I felt the peace of God and most miraculously, my whole hand went cold and numbed as if God has personally came down and turn my hands to ice. I still remembered what Pst Kong says about Sun getting this feeling when she is healing others by the power of the Lord. This same healing power of the Lord has touched me there and then. I think I will nv forget that in my life.
The past has finally had a beautiful closure.
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