The dinner

The dinner seemed abit too cold. Cold. Both physically and also maybe our hearts as well. The dinner went as usual. I could sense the uneasiness in you. Trying my might to be the best I know how, I tried to make you feel less uneasy. However, maybe ur heart already belonged to somewhere, our conversation seem abit forced. As I explained my story to you, I saw the tension in ur body. You asked me a few qns: on why I do this and that and why did I not asked you to wait when I wanted u to change. The fact of the matter is : I am already very selfish to have left. I couldnt possibly asked u to wait too. It is just pure selfishness myself if I do dat.
Well, the dinner finally ended. No tension, no arguement. That is good. At least I know that both of us has changed. Changed for the better.

As for another you that is studying, all the best for u. Hope u pass wif flying colors and dun forget dat yes, im still praying for u too. Hope amidst ur busyness, when u looked at the shimmer of moonlight flooding in from the window, u will somehow remembered a part of me. A part of the happy memories dat we do once shared.

Father, I prayed for E dat he will always have happiness and prosperity in his life. That his career will go from glory to glory. Most of all, bless him in everything he does. I lift up S into Your mighty hands too. That U will be with him during his exams and he certainly will do well in his studies n career as well. Do always protect him on the road as well and make sure that he always ride safely. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.