A trip down to the memorial lane

Like what the title said, tis is indeed a trip down the memorial lane as we went to the opening of the former supreme court and the city hall. It was a crazy afternoon and we really enjoyed ourselves. I have always liked museums and it feels nice to have known how a court really looks like on the inside. Hmm... and that scary stairway as well...


Here we come !


Posing rite outside the entrance


We Love Museums !


Trying to look strict...


We salute Singapore !


In the courtroom !

29

This year, im finally getting into the final yrs of my 20s. Well, it sort of creep me in the beginning cos I know that I really haven't acheived anything yet out of my 29 yrs of living. Yeah, I got my degree and sorts but other than that, I dun think i got anything out of my life.

Though my frens celebrated this bday , but somehow in my heart, i know things are not fulfilled. Im not happy and satisfied at where I am now. Could things really changed for the better ? I dunno.. I just know what can go wrong, it all did went wrong. Perhaps Im getting abit of pesimistic here but guess wat, if you have gone thru wat i did for the past 2 yrs, u wld certainly know the true meaning of ups and downs. Till now, i still cun find someone i could really trust to talk to about such stuffs. Will there be any ? But anyway, wats the point of talking to anyone when the problems remained the same ?

Today, i suddenly got reminded of the song : "somewhere over the rainbow"... Yeah, its a beautiful song which describes beautiful hope for pple. But really, will there be hope over the rainbow somehow ? Will there be someone who truly understands ?

Does miracles exist ?

As a christian, I have always believed in God's power and sovereignty. His miracles on others are always seen throughout the whole period of my life. Hence, I know He is very real. Well, my CGL once said that if a person always need miracles in his/her life, then he/she must be quite incapable to manage his/her life. I do agree to a large extent to this viewpoint.

But prior to that, the "me" now really need lotsa miracles to help me get out of the deep deep valley I've been in these 2 yrs. I really do understand what's the meaning of whatever can go wrong will go wrong. In fact, im so exhausted that sometimes I do have the notion of giving it all up. What's the point of trying so hard, being the best you can when others, which dun even have to try, can have all other things in the world. I am so alone at times, but does anyone ever knows that ? Does pple always have the notion that Sue is always so cheery and jovial that she doesnt have any problems on herself ?

Miracles, this word seem so far away from me. Perhaps it does happen to others but that person is not me... Can everything be right again ? Does anyone ever understand what I'm going thru ?