The ironies...

Hmm... Dunno how to start this blog cos there are quite a few qns pounding on my head. Cun help but think why does God do the things that He did ? OR was it just the devil trying to disillusion me ? Haha.. I certainly have no answer to that.Probably I was too sensitive lah..

How do I start ? Hmm... The story goes like dat: Yesterday, I was just tell Mrs Bong that I have finally gotten over E cos now Im quite sure abt my feelings towards another one. At least now I dun compare him to E anymore like in the past. He is certainly a guy that I must admit Im quite attracted to. But there is always the boundary... I shouldnt cross it again cos i wouldnt wanna let God down again as I climbed higher up in my role in ministry. Anyway, after I finished msning with Mrs Bong, I went to church anticipating a great leader's meeting like the week before.

Hmm... Tink chinese have a saying " dun speak abt the person in the day". Cos last nite I chanced upon E, not once, not twice but four times ! 2 of the times, i cun help but feigned ignorance. Though I did really see his car coming when I was about to cross the road. And yes, the 4th time was even amazing. Once again, as I was in GS car, I knew that he is somewhere very near. ANd the nxt second, his car appeared.
At that moment, I cun help but wonder what is God doing ? Trying to test me whether my words to Mrs Bong are true ? I seriously got no ideas. But 1 thing i know, though there are certain sublimal link btw E and me, its nv the same as before and it will nv be (which Im glad). And God is a God of new creation.. Surely old things have past away and rite now, I just need to be mindful of things that are spiritual and of cos enjoy this time with this guy who keep making me laughs.. :)

Shin-goon !

Oh Man ! Its Shin-goon with his high school uniform ! Heehee.. So sweet of Mr and Mrs Bong for surprising me with this cute little teddy bear from Korea ! Really hope like what you all said that I will find shin-goon soon and of cos, that guy will have to fly to Korea to get Shin-goon's other half... Heehee.. Thanks for 2 of your love !

The petty one

Cun help but wanna blog about my bad bad functional manager. To think that he even have the same surname as me... So disgusted. Though Jesus taught me to love and forgive, but this is one petty guy dat is so hard to love. He is the pettiest guy in the whole world ! And he doesnt know that the whole dept hates him.

Well.. here it goes.. Im going off in a few wks time. However,there are alot of handing over to be done as Im handling 2 of the biggest projects myself. So naturally, I have to hand over to 2 pple just to do wat im doing. Well, naturally its not easy for me to train them as 1 of them is not an engineer at all ! Hence, sometimes its quite difficult for him to grasp the basics well. And this stupid manager expects me to listen to him and do everything in his own way. And when I told him its not feasible dat way, he went ard talking behind my back ! Can you imagine it ? Not only did he tell all the other engineers but to some of the managers as well... Oh Gosh. Almost wanted to curse in his office... but the love of God holds my temper down.

Haiz.. I will miss all my colleagues dearly... But will dread the very tot of him. At least though my last days in the company r terrible, there is just 1 person dat makes me smile. Hmm... ur call in the morning came at a surprise but to hear ur voice over the phone simply perks me up. Ur crappiness at times really makes me laugh. Thanks for making my last day in the office so enjoyable. :)