25

25. A number that siginfies the quarter of a century. A number that represents the start of aging and most of all, a number that finally haunts me down on the 21st Oct 2006.

This birthday was certainly an experience for me. It was filled with ups and downs. Ups being the things that pple do for me and downs being the expectations that I had placed on others.

I was especially touched by my dear.Though he did not plan out the whole nite properly, it was still so sweet of him to try his utmost best to fulfill my every wishes. And yes, dear, i do find it very cute that you stuffed the flowers into the plastic bag for me cos u were so shy holding it.

Much of the frenzies also come and go as I went on an expensive Brazilian meal in 6th ave with my supposedly now ex-cg members. Though burning a hole in our pockets, u guys were nice to have the meal with me. Cos I nv did expected it.

And there were my bunch of ex-colleagues... Thanks for the expensive camera u guys bot me. Vin, I know you pay a big portion. U really should not have. ANd congrats to ur promo... Thanks for listening me out and bothering to ans me back for all those long emails I sent out to u.

And last but not least, thanks to the pple who sent me the above bouquet of flowers to my company. It was certainly a huge shock and surprise and embarrassment as my colleagues were all crowding to my table and see wat happened. Thanks for the celebration in TCC too. Dun feel bad abt forgetting my birthday in the first place cos its really ok with me lah. Jus that nxt time try other initials other den XXX... haha...

FInally, everything is over... Its back to my workplace typing out this blog.. haha

The feeling of Loneliness..

I always prided myself as one who are relatively good at handling frenships. But these few weeks proved otherwise for me. All of a sudden, I suddenly feel that I dunno who are my frens or should I say, whether they are of existance anymore.

Well, Im seriously not complaining that my frens are not nice. In fact, they are angels that touched my heart in one moment or another. Perhaps the fault lie in me that I did not make a conscious effort in holding on to all these lovely angels. Though my dear always say "frens come and go, they are not constant" but i really disagree with him. I seriously tink that God created frens to be forever else we will have nobody to share our little secrets with, no one to discuss that latest fashion with etc.

I dunno how long this moment of loneliness is going to creep inside of me before i moved onto another stage. But jus hope that by blogging it here, i can have a channel to release watever depressing feeling i have within me.

Just plain bored and Irritated

How selfish can a person really be ? Jus a moment of tot after wat 1 of my company's manager did. I just wanna let off my anger n frustration here. He actually stop 1 of his team member from sharing his training materials with me even though all materials were properties of the company. He even stop him from communicating with me. What is all these for ? Just cos he wanna protect his own buttocks. This person really allows me to see how ugly and selfish a man can be. Man like him r pathetic n no wonder his whole team hate him. Doesn't even noe how to socialise and how to be a good manager at all. Management must be blind to promote him. (Sorry for all the rage here cos I really cannot take it..)

Anyway, dun wan to continue to waste my time writing abt him. I have been going thru many transitions lately and really thank God that He gave me strength to deal with it all. I dunno how long I will last in this sucky company but meanwhile gotta still hold on. My boss is on business trip again and Im left alone to zhuo bo for many days again. Hope nxt week will be better. :)

Sleepy...

Feeling extremely exhausted and sluggish after a very fulfilling weekend. Haha... Especially friday and yesterday !

Friday was a special day for me cos its my grandma birthday ! The whole family were present except my uncle. We went to this little "zhi cha" store near my granny's place. The food was sucky ! Afterwhich, my brother drove me to clarke quay to meet my frens for lihui birthday.. To cut a long story short, we had a tremendous time at settler's cafe playing all the different varieties of boardgames... Well, added on is the satisfaction that lihui really do like the beautiful watch we gave. Always bring me a kind of satisfaction when pple like the gift that I have a share in choosing. Haha.. would definately be going back to the cafe for more great games.

Me and my dear went house moving for his sister, April. We went for lunch first and then proceed to move all her stuffs to the new hostel in her sch, RP. Her apartment was like a condo to me and its really very big and modern and nice. Like wat u can see in those magazines. Her room was so cozy too. Especially yummy also as her window views were just above the sport complex... Yummy !!! Haha.. After that, me n my dear went shopping ! Its good to go for shopping after you get ur pay.. Haha.. We can buy anything without much tot.. But i know the consequences will come around middle of the month.. Uh oh! Well, heck care lah, as long as we really did enjoy ourselves !