Monday, February 12, 2007

A beautiful Heart

Often, human being are always absorbed within their own boundaries of busyness and little worlds that alot of them might have overlooked those that needs us to also remember their little worlds too. Last weekend, I personally witnessed it myself..

Alot of times, we are so caught up in our own worlds and conversations with our endearing frens that we overlooked those that is outside our arena/cliques. I mean, how many times have u ignored a brand new fren or colleague that just joined the company and continued ur relentless conversations with ur lunch kakis ? Have u ever tot if u were the one left behind, how will u feel ? HOwever, men being selfish, we tend to overlook all these little details. You might not mean it but you just did wat u did cos we constantly are in our own comfort zone. How many of us will actually stop by and take a look at those unfortunate that needed our help or just to drop a dollar or 2 to the blind uncles who are selling tissues for a living ?

Last week, my dear did a few things that touches my heart. Not cos he reserved a dinner place for valentine day. Not cos he did anything for me. Only cos he managed to stop by in our selfish world n took a look at the less fortunate. Yah dear, when all has walked away, u managed to stop n take a look.. Yah dear, when u gave that little $10 note to the old lady, i saw it too.. Most of all, u let me reflect on myself n prayed to God that I do have that compassion too. Hey pple, always look around to see if someone really needed dat extra help or attention or cash.. A little hand goes a long long way... :)

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Being sick

Being sick is one of the most terrible feeling a person can experienced. At least dats how I feel for the past 3 days. I have been down wif fever and cough. Albeit how much tablets of panadol I consumed, it just wun go down. It does not help even though I visited 2 docs. The fever went down for awhile and then comes right back after a few hrs. Arghh.. The feeling is terrible.

It does not also help when my dear is so busy wif his work. When I fell sick, many a times I wished he is by my side but he always have to work OT all the time cos( his boss equate to number of OTs as how hardworking u r..). Yah, he did come one nite to see me but it was late at nite after his OTs.. For the nxt few days, its back to the relentless OTs nites.

I dun wan to seem sticky and I certainly do understand the needs to be shining for Jesus in the working place. However, I do seem to need a bit of attention when I need it. And I really do appreciate it if my dear can somehow shows more initiatives other then a mere sms. Yah, though now im still coughing away, I decided for now I wanna go buy myself a nice pair of shoes to comfort my inner being..