Little did I expect to come so early into our r/s. The thorn that changes everything about us. The thorn that come so unsoundly into our r/s. The thorn that might forever be so difficult to extract it.
Tonite, we have come clear on everything. His stand is clear. His feelings for me is never the same as before as the relentless quarrels we had this week has tire the both of us. The ultimate straw was me attending church. He listed down the conditions. I cried. I gave in, knowing that it is painful to let go of the very r/s I had with God for the past 10 yrs. It is nv going to be the same without going to church.
However, as I weigh before myself him and Him, I know pretty well where the weigh goes to. He is right in certain ways. Without either of us giving in, this will forever be a barrier to our r/s in the future. (If we do have a future by now...) The road seems foggy. But I know if I dun take this step, the thorn will forever be in his heart. And cos I love him, I do not want it to come btw us again. Im tired.. So tired... And I know he is too...
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