The day seem very busy.. With works packed from morning till nite. My heart is stirred every time he msn me. I tried not to put in too much to our conversation, fearing that Im giving myself too much hope then at end of 3 weeks, the sky will keep tumbling down.
He seem happy today though he have to work over nite again. A few cynical remarks here and there. There's so him. Perhaps its the part I like about him. Being real and natural. However, i felt that its not the same as before when he was abroad. I missed the time he called me late in the nite, making sure I am going to sleep. Missed the time he will msn me to go sleep early or even called me using his hp to make sure Im back at home after a nite out.
Cun help but got reminded of the past again. My ex bf, after he came back from his trip, all the stuffs he told me... the nite mare.. I told myself its better to prepare myself for the worst before it hits me. Yet, deep down, i felt a deep yearning for his love once again. I truly miss him...
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