Recently I have been writing a series of negative blogs. Think many of you might wonder what has become of me. Well, maybe not many... but jus 1 or 2 of you.
Let me just start my very own spate of events. Recently, alot of things did happened to me. Mostly unhappy ones... Yes.. u r rite. Mostly relationships problems. Anyway, all these thingys left my heart still bleeding profusely.. I really dun understand how I came to this stage. A few days ago, I went into a depression just like 4 yrs ago. I dunno if I have come out of it but certainly it got better after I went for the combined cg on thurs. The depression, of cos, led me to even think of doing something stupid.. Something really stupid... I almost wanted to rush out of a road hoping to get killed. But I did not... Probably Im just too afraid of going to hell if I do that. Anyway, thru this period, God is good. He send someone along to open me up. She is none other than someone I know during my good fren's wedding. A stranger at first, but now a good fren of mine at my needy period.
Perhaps all these happens for a reason. And I do not know when it will ends cos my pillow still dripping wet from my tears at nite but certainly, i do hope it will. Just like 4 yrs ago, God picked me up from the valley, I trust that He will do so again.
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