Stepping back into singapore, the feeling of relief and sadness both rushed to my heart simulteanously. Relief cos Im once again back to the safety of my family and good frens. Sadness cos I am forever leaving him and the reality just struck me. His gentle finger brushed across my dimples for the last time in the taxi. I stayed strong and refused to let any tears well up.
Back in the comfort of my room, I looked at the desktop phone. Once, it has ringed almost every nite and sweet nothings have been past through there. Now, it looks cold from the base as it has been untouched for so many weeks. No longer will I hear his voice over there anymore. No longer will my handphone bore any of his "miss you" sms.
Well, all these are the past now. Like what I thought through before, watever urs will be urs, wats not meant to be will never be. Now, I just wanna stop thinking about all these and rest.. Let nature takes its course.. If its meant to be, there will somehow be meant to be.. if its not, den i can only move on from here.
I hope he also put down his fear soon... Being the real DQ I know back a few months ago... And smiles will always be coming out from him.
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