As I watched the female lead blogging about her unhappiness, I cannot help but relate to her in the same way. This blog was started to blog about my unhappiness or shouts of life I cannot contained in the real life. This blog was also created for that special someone I once loved with all of my heart. Its him dat taught me the values of blogging.
So many years later, it has all changed. He now has a sweetheart beside him. And me... is still hurting from a recent breakup. Tormented by this guy which I know, was never meant to be. He was worst than my past r/s wif an ex-colleague. The emptiness within me could not describe the pains he has bore me for the last 3 mths. I always tried to put on a strong front at the surface, but his words just cut through everytime. He is full of self-righteous, only caring about himself and only his reasons are justified above all else.
Anyway, it has all ended. Every part of me gave ways. I really got no idea how its going to be mended back. I just wan to get out of the company, start on a brand new job... But really is God making me a bigger person ? Does He ever know the pain im going thru ? IF so, why wldnt He speak to me ? Why is He so quiet after all these ?
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