Little did I know, the sunken feeling is back again. Though I actually felt over the weekend, the sunken feeling crept through my stomach again. When will I get better ? I asked myself... When will I ever stop tearing in my eyes for a guy dat I once loved ?
As days go by, he became colder. No longer will he joke around with me. No longer will he come over to my seat and "thrill" me for awhile. I missed those moments cos we r at our most natural nature. Being just frens. So what is the degree of that ? I dunno... I truly dunno.
Silly me.. I went into hiding in the lab.. Hoping I dun hav to hear his voice. Hoping that I dun hav to see him.. Cos the sight of him bring nothing but memories we once had. Yeah, I gotta be strong. Thats the phrase I used so often nowadays.. But when will I not ever use it again to remind myself... Then thats the day that I will truly be strong..
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