Why Why Why ???

I often wondered why a couple couldnt be frens after they ended the relationship. Often, I also wonder if I was trying too hard to maintain the frenship. For me, I really has moved on. Do you really fear me that much dat when u see me in church, u gotta pretend that u din see me and hoping I never notice ? Or issit that u wanna avoid the awkwardness that u might have if u gotta say hello to me ?

I do not what you are thinking anymore but for me, I just want it to be a platonic frenship. Just as u have moved on, I have too. I felt that you were afraid of me cos u constantly fear I might still have a thing for u. As I fulfilled the responsibility of being a fren and asked abt ur grandma, ur silence really brought a sense of chill to my heart. For a moment, I was totally worried of what might happened to the kind old lady I have once imagined to be, but the silence of the phone somehow enraged me. Well, I told myself it might be cos he is having a difficult time dats why he is not replying me to my 2nd msg. But however, the week past by. Slowly, the signal u sent became clearer.

From this day on, I told myself that I would not try too hard to maintain this frenship anymore cos ultimately it is not bearing fruits of frenship. I wished u the best in life.