Tuesday, March 25, 2008

iMing

"Forgive her, u still love her" said Jesus to Leonard. My tears automatically dropped at the scene when Jesus turned to the male lead unexpectedly. Though I was hoping for that scene and trying hard not to cry, I couldnt help it dat emotions started to well up in me. My frens were all buckets beside me too.

Touched by the love of Christ, Leonard decided to forgive Suzanne, the woman dat has betrayed him for another man but was terribly sorry abt it. The hatred harboured inside Leonard changed him to an extreme man. Only thru the journey to Jesus time, did he realise wat Jesus did and of cos experience His real love and forgiveness. Well, in the end, he got the courage to forgive Suzanne and proclaim his love for her once again.

My fren asked me why I did feel so much abt it. Well, I dunno why myself too. I felt I was very much like Suzanne at that instant. But I nv did get my chance to apologise. Probably I was too afraid to even bring up the past again. My heart was of utmost remorse. I knew that God has healed me totally and probably the past din mean anything anymore to him anymore, well, its probably I know I have not really apologise n seek forgiveness for leaving him a yr ago for someone else cos of the problems we had. I nv gave him a chance to work things out but was quick to leave the r/s cos the other guy was already pressing me. Well, its all in the past now.
Im still very sorry abt wat happened. I will take this chance here to say wat I always wanted to say : " Im sorry, E... Will u forgive me?".

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