The rainy day effect

I call it the "rainy day effect". For some, rainy days signifies doomness, frustration etc. However, I love rainy days. Rainy days bring to me a sense of coolness dat will drown out the otherwise sense of heat I have always felt in this warm country. Rainy days also signifies to me a good day to SLEEP! And sleeping is my favourite activity...A few mths ago, rainy days would have reminded me of the past again which signifies sadness. But right now, Im being set free. I simply changed my perspectives.

The Lord has really been good to me this week. The bible says "...in prayers and supplications, made ur request known to God". For the first time in my life, I had really fasted for my own individual life and ahem.. someone of significance too. As always, God did not miraculously appear in my life and did something miraculously immediately. But however, the series of events dat happened thruout this week must be (I assumed) the work of God thru fasting. The pain seems a little less and the Holy Spirit even at 1 time tis week reminded me not to tink of the bitterness I held against someone(S) but simply to let go and just treasure the happy memories. I ought not to carry the burden anymore but must be glad dat God has allow someone to touch my heart before. I mean, I cun blame him for everything dats happened, cos its my fault too. But y not just rem the good old past n move on ! I had already moved on since 2 mths ago but a part of me might not have been able to let go of the bitterness. But thanks to the Holy Spirit, I decided to jus rem the happiness we shared instead of all ugliness who will only slowly eat me up in the inner being.

Immediately, I became a happier person. Even though I might see him in the office, I dun feel a thing at all and am able to smile and continue to do wat im doing. God is really good. Hmm.. And it also helps whenever I see dat someone in the office who will inevitably makes me break out in laughter. I admit there may be some attraction but for the time being, Im still waiting for dat someone (E) and truly, for now, I just wanna enjoy the frenship I have with him.