Hmm.. Alot of people might laugh at my silly enthusiasm and excitement over a place they may have been a thousand times. But this trip meant all the more impt to me. This is not only my first time to Thailand but also a first to go holidaying wif my ex-colleagues. In addition, this is also a trip dat will hopefully help in healing watever portion of heart I have left within me.
So excited was I dat I actually went to buy a brand new camera to commemorate the dinners, sightseeing etc that we r going to have. Its Arise and Build but seem like Im losing all my self-control and discipline I have trained up myself for the last half year. But I just chucked all these aside. Knowing dat im going to bear all the consequences(big hole in the pocket!), I just anticipating dat all will be well.
And God is indeed good to me. As I woke up this morning, having the fear of a lonely sunday, I prayed dat He will take away watever loneliness I will feel. Indeed it works ! I have always afraid of sat evening or sunday afternoons cos the loneliness sometimes jus scare me. But... From these days onward, Im going to be a brave girl and faced all these and will always learn to appreciate His beauty in the sabbath day. :)
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