Sometimes I wonder if God sees everything that is happening. Sometimes I wonder what it will be in 2 yrs time. As me and Fiona stared at the starry starry nite over the esplanade, wondering what will happen to the 2 of us in 2 yrs time. We are unsure.. Perhaps we will be having a busy time wif our career, perhaps fiona will be already married, perhaps i will be busy searching for my love. We are unsure. What we know is that we will definately have aged.
Today, as he bo chap again, cun help but feel yucky. He could have lend me the book a long time ago. But yet he has forgotten i needed it. This is perhaps the wake up call. The wake up call that he din bother anymore. And my heart can only goes to rest too. I really adhor that sunken feeling but pain can only numbed me of the silliness i had.. I just pray that God can heal me totally and take me away eternally from tis living hell. If i can survive once, i can survive it again.
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