"I dun wan to go out with u alone anymore.." dats the sentence he told me straight to my face.
Again, unknowingly, my eyes were wet with the tears that welled up. I have anticipated all these but yet uncontrollably, the tears just flowed. We argued... but wats the point ? He wun understand and he wun take any effort to anyway. That sentence felt like a tight slap to my face. Good frens, he claimed... Does good frens only exist in theory ? Does good frens (according to his definition) can be survived through no quality time at all ? I seriously think if pple just dun wan to mit you alone just means they already are afraid or just simply dislike being alone wif u, den i found it no point to say they r frens at all. Cos it will just be fake frenship in name.
He claimed dat i dun understand him. But does he ? Why is he once again so selfish n only thinks about himself ? I just feel so exasperated. And Im really thankful for my dear frens, jane n john who took so much effort to show me wats real frenship. And of cos my BB drove me ard in his bike which i think is really good for healing. Thank God for such wonderful frens in my life. These are what I really termed, "good frens" who stood by u thru thick and thin.. Not just some hypocrites who doesnt like being with you alone no matter wat..
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