Just as my previous blog, things had progressed in a whirlwind that even myself is amazed at. The rapid holding of hands signifying something out of us but yet, somehow, the uneasiness pangs me from within. Have I make the wrong decision that will lead me to the messy life I used to have again ?
I knew I shldnt have allowed things to progress the ways they did, knowing pretty well its a big risk im taking towards him. However, the feelings just developed day by day. Now, back in Singapore, I could not stop thinking about it. Reviewing the things he said to me, I couldnt help shuddering again. I never wanna hurt anyone at all. But at the same time, I dun wanna go thru the pain at all. But it seem as the days go and the feelings getting stronger and also the connection between us, I begin to realise im falling deeper. Falling deeper into the abyss of love...
Haiz... The decision still gotta be made by him. To choose btw 5 yrs or 5 weeks.. The answer is pretty obvious. But somehow i still hope the answer will change...
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