Mystery

I didnt know how it got started. Neither I have any idea when it started too. 1 nite in the beautiful capital might be the only catalyst that I could think of that started it. The caring ways and the adoring smile.. The understanding.. I never thought it will happened this way and so far away from home too.

I know I should not have cross the boundary. But he has secretly and unsoundly came into my locked heart. The conversations we shared were of our common thoughts. Now.. i cannot help but start thinking of him day and nite, knowing that he too, is feeling the same way.

I told myself all these gotta stopped when we are back in singapore cos feelings should nv have grown in the first place. Once again, i have let my feelings ruled over my brain. The realistic me knows all the don'ts of him as he is currently with someone else. Having problems with her doesnt mean I can take that chance cos that would be totally unfair to her. And and... I do not even know if these feelings are left to stay on his side or its just the "correct ambience, correct time.." The fear crept in again... The fear of liking someone that I shldnt...