This afternoon I went back to Philips to have lunch with my ex-colleagues. As usual, it was a good time of sharing the good and the bad of the company once again. My ex-colleagues were all complaining about how the 2 managers were fighting among themselves.
On the journey back to office, Kelvin actually told me my ex bf of Philips had a new gf. My answer was a mere "I know." Hmm.. Actually I know it a while ago when DQ told me. However, the little surprise I had was he just had it not long ago. I was expecting an earlier period than these as he is one guy whom I met that is immature in thinking and actions. Who only feels for himself alone. Maybe Im biased. What do you expect ? Im just an ex gf who is cheated of her love by an ex who proclaimed the reason of breaking up is cos he wanted to concentrate on his studies and too busy for me.
Hmm.. at this time, u might think im bitter. But nope, Im not. In fact, i have totally forgotten this person until Kel brought it up again. Anyway, this caused me to ponder once again. AS i told ah seet, how cum guys are always able to have a gf as fast as they like it. I still think if they have ever loved a gurl with their heart, how can they totally let go just like dat ? Maybe this qn has been on the minds of girls for centuries, but who can really give an answer to it. Girls, being the more emotional beings, sometimes will just dwell and dwell and dwell on the past though they already know its "the past". Yes, its a process girls know best themselves and are trying very hard to conquer it for centuries, however, God made women the way they are. Maybe next time when im in heaven, I would really love to ask God this qn : " Why did you make women to be so much more emotional than men ?". Hmm... as for now, I can only continue the way I am and really try my utmost best to forget the past like I have forgotten this ex bf. And I believe God will truly strengthen me if i ask Him to. Amen
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