The moment i stepped down from Vienna airport, I cun help but feel a dread surfacing within me. This does not helped at all during the 1 and half hour ride from the airport to the little town call Sarvar.
Sarvar is a little town with practically nothing. Those town whereby when u google it and find not much info on it. I think the most comforting thing might just be the hotel that I stayed in. Despite the "old" feeling surrounding the town, there is a touch of modernness there.
The first person dat I actually talked to on the Internet is my dearie ms tan. I cun help but kept tearing when i was talking to her. At that moment, I cun help but miss home dearly. Miss my mum and dad. Miss my dear frens and cell group. As i stared at the pooh bear given by seet and tal, there is someone dat I cun help but remember. That is him.. The tears flowed again... Why is it dat I just cun forget his face ? Probably its the pooh bear dat brought back so much memories. I told myself umpteen time to be strong and move on. I know it is totally unfair to the new guy im sort of seeing now, but I cun stop myself. Im really asking for troubles. Haiz.. How long does it take to totally forget a person ? I know I need to in order to be fair to the new guy. I just wished dat maybe God will miraculously take away all the sweet memories I ever had with him, the pictures we took, the pooh pooh family we adopt, the crazy crappy jokes we ever share, the moment we spent praising God together etc. I hope God can just take it all away in an instant snap.. really.. so I dun have to suffer from such memories again.
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