I often wondered if I have made the right decision to do the things Im doing now. I used to enjoy my career alot. The challenges at times brought me to higher grounds at times and last time, I used to be proud to be an engineer. However, all things have changed now. The constant idleness at office makes me sit and do nothing for the whole day. No longer motivated, I begin to hate what I am doing. I start to wonder maybe I shouldnt have taken up engineering at all. My peers in finance are all at a certain reputable level now and yet Im stuck here, unclear about my path ahead.
Sometimes, i sat and sat and wonder what I should be doing. However, I really cun find an answer. Where is the passion and dreams I once have ? I questioned. Perhaps its the economic recession that have pulled me down. At this age now, what can i do ? Can I start everything over again ? Frustrations built as I disliked myself being the way I am, procrastinating over every single thing I do. Maybe I ought to chuck it aside and continue life as it is.. Being contented with the job I have now... However, my heart will always go the other way...
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