I saw his back from a distance. A back that is once so familiar to me. A back that I used to like to hug from behind. However, what I can do now is only to look afar from where I stood. The timid me can only now watched from afar as he walked away from the Nursery room, busying himself about in his duty.
I almost bumped into him outside the nursery room as I was on duty too. But I feigned ignorance again. Just as I always did and he too. Perhaps the awkwardness still existed btw us. Sammie ran and told me she saw him too... A mixture of emotions arised. I do not even noe if I have really gotten over him. Sometimes I missed him terribly just like now.. But I cun let anyone know, most importantly not him of cos. He is very very happie wif his gf now. I am happie for him too and wonders when he will be getting married with her too. I truly wished him the best.
However a part of me still misses him dearly... But i have to shhhhh....becos the correct way should be to let go of the past n anticipate a new beginning.. Which im trying hard at it...
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