As I was about to step ahead to my life's 3rd business trip, I went into deep deep thoughts. The few mths in Hungary alone will definately draw me closer to God. However, will I ever be a new person when Im back ? Will I, like wat I prayed at the beginning of the year, be able to forget whatever that has held me back for almost 2 yrs ? I dun really know the answer but just have to anticipate that God will take care of it.
I have mixed feelings now. A part of me wanted to leave Singapore as soon as possible to forget watever that has held me back, the other part yet, is starting to miss watever or whomever I adore in my life here. What will happened when Im gone ? Will all be the same when Im back ? A person once encourages me that when Im young, I ought to take a look at the world outside. At that moment, i felt it was totally true. However, now that it is about to come, the devil is trying to encrypt my heart with something call fear.
Hope that the few months in Hungary will be the start of another phase in my life.
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