This blog is entirely about what happened over the weekend. Not only do I get a bad diarrhoea from the cell group curry chicken we all scurried over after the heavy msg Wendy delivered, but also some people in the past that makes me just furious.
Though I could understand the awkwardness arised from the misunderstandings so so so long ago, I feel that at the baseline, we could still be frens once again. I could see ur bo chap face when we past by each other a few times (maybe only once outside the toilet). U delibrately avoided any eye contact and I was thoroughly bothered when you did not bother to fake a Hi to me. Haiz.. What exactly is wrong here ? Maybe it has always been my wishful thinking that after breaking up we could still be frens so such awkwardness will not happen when we mit each other at church. However, such a long time has since past, but yet I cun help but feel that all avoidance is neccessary.
As I told sammie about what happened, the only advice she had was everything in life is not as perfectly as we dreamed of. Some pple just doesnt bothered anymore and they dun wish to include u in their frens catergory. Haiz, as I listened, I felt that it is entirely so true. Life is not always what i expected it to be. To be frens after breakup is really my own wishful thinking. Maybe I ought to grow up more.
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