Something within me clicked the moment my fren told me that she saw u with the girl on christmas service. How u lovingly helped to hold the girl's bag and the closeness of u with her; all these images just popped ever so clearly in my head.
At that precise moment, i knew exactly I have waken up. Woken up after a yr in my dreamy stage. That scenarios as described by my fren somehow sounded the alarm in my heart and woke me from the dream I have been in for a yr. At that moment, I knew I have thoroughly given u up. A part of me was excited as finally I can heaved a sign of relief but another part of me somehow felt the emptiness within. Well, in summary, Im glad that this day finally came. It also meant that now, my heart is truly ready and available for other romances in my life.
Thru it all, God is truly amazing. He is always not late, not early but always on time. On this valentine's day, He allows me to truly let go of everything and finally be able to move on to wat I think will be the most amazing year of my life ! And of cos, I thank God that I have another 1 and half mths to my fulfillment of my mini vow and at which, once again, I will be very open to relationships again. Thank you Jesus for total healing !
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