Hmm... Have been sick for more than a week now. Still sneezing and coughing non-stop albeit I went to a total of 4 docs in total ! Well, gotta keep trusting God's miraculous healing power is at work and I will be back to normal soon.
Jus cos of the sickness, I experienced how it feels to be alone. The feeling was terrible. No one to buy porridge for ya anymore and no one to go to the doc with ya even though ur legs r soft like jelly or ur forehead burning with a heat u nv experienced before. Believe it or not, I almost fell down after seeing a doc cos my whole body was so jelly-like because of the fever. This whole experience allow me to realise dat one gotta be strong and be independent in all circumstances. Cos one day, the one dat u r really close to will not be with you anymore and u gotta stand strong and depend on God. Someone once says Im too emotional. Maybe dats really the truth. Such a small flu virus can allow me to write so much abt my feeling here.
Meanwhile, tis period of singlehood will continue to teach me alot of lessons I have not learned before and hopefully, I will be wiser as the yr go by. Will always trust upon God to teach me and guide me on the journey of life.
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