Reflections of 2009

In 2009,

I learnt about love. Love does not mean there will be reciprocity at times. Love hurts more than without it at times too. I fell in love with someone dat I knew it to be so wrong from the beginning. The lessons it had taught me nv ever to venture out of God's boundaries are far more valuable to me tis day. Love... God's love is unending despite I hurt Him ever so often. Human love... Frens are angels sent by God to allow u to move thru life easier..

I learnt about courage. The courage to move on despite how difficult it may seem. Not just in my own life. But in the lives of others. Tis yr, my fren's marriages are breaking apart... But despite that, God nv fails to give them the courage to face it all. Yes, tears flowed, hearts r broken... But seeing them faced it all meant to me more than anything else. I am jus privileged to ride thru the storms with them.

I learnt about letting go. Letting go is perhaps the hardest thing I ever have to face. But I did. I learnt that keeping the memories locked up in a part of the heart and giving blessings to others r more meaningful than just dwelling at things which is impossible. Now, i managed a smile whenever the memories came flooding by but it will not stop me from stepping out.

I learnt about the meaning of money. Once, i was persecuted by the one I loved as being ignorant and unwise in managing finances. Little by little, i realized that money cannot make the world go round but it can assist in some ways to lessen the sufferings u faced daily. I am just hoping for nxt yr, i can manage my finances more wisely and in time to come, begin to use it to fulfill the dreams of my life.

All in all, yr 2009 was not a good yr for me but I thanked God for His everlasting love and patience towards a rebellious me.. I believed that 2010 will be a better yr ahead and of cos, more lessons learnt... hopefully happier ones.. :)