Here I am, in this huge Flextronics town in china, typing this entry to the blog. I have been here for about 5 days. Times have past by so quickly here with all the activities just whizzing by. Here, I had once again felt alive with all the works and sh** i need to clear.
It actually felt good to be busy after so many mths. My boss kept bugging me to stay here. Well, once again, Im at a crossroad again. No job back in Sg, should i really come here n get the promo and raise I so desire ? Well, except for the loud honking sound on the road in the morning, generally here offer the things I wanted. Of cos, no shopping, cinemas or good fashion malls around. (the nearest will be an hour away on a cab ride...)
So wats my purpose here on this earth ? Why, approaching my imminent 28th birthday, do I feel so troubled ? Knowing within, I really do not have much I desire now, given now that my life is going through the deep dark valley again. But the onli consolation will be just to look up , hoping that He in turn will be able to shed some light.
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