Opportunities

Its been awhile since I last blogged. I was pondering about a good topic to write about. Recently, a chance of a lifetime came to me beyond my wildest imagination.

What happened was that I was recently transferred to a new team temporary to help out in the transfer of a project from a local team to the production team in China. It was absolutely a differnt jobscope I had previously. Well, I worked and worked. Little did I know, the manager was pleased with my performance and offered me a position in China. This will be equivalent to a double promotion and of cos, a good expat pay. Managerial position is what I had always strive for in all these years. Now.. at just a blink of an eye, I had it all. It seem God heard my prayer as well regarding wanna go overseas and worked for a yr. Except the location is so much different from what I prayed for.

Opportunity... just strike at the unexpected moment. It came totally unsoundedly. But what is more important rite now will be what I valued more in life. Is this shift God's will or my will ? Is this a test from Him who knows very well I wanna escape from it all... What will happen to my parents if I leave home for a number of yrs ? More than anything, what will happen to me there ? Will I be able to find frens like what I had now in the family of God ? Finally, all these unease stirred within. There and then, I knew it is not God's will for me. Hence, I made the next move. Rejecting the offer... Well, my colleague said I was not bold enough. But it doesnt matter what he said as long as I have peace of God within me.. Knowing that He has greater and better things for me in the future to come. This is truly what I have take years to realise...